wind today is so horrible

Friday.19 March 2010

i knew it would come

horrible

most of it

just i wanna to kill myself

like a broken mirror

shit

a little gasp of air

tears

nobody can withstand with it

miserable at best

''it takes time, but maybe, untuk kebaikkan muaz, maybe you kena stop expecting anything more than friendship''

''cause yes, dia suka hangout dgn you semua, but she cant see anything more than friendship..''

''she loves you as a friend''

''oh''

''hey ur  a great person muaz, hati semua baik, berlambak la orang kat luar sana who would die to be with someone as caring as u''


''tunggu saja fr the right person to come by''

''oh''

''jgn la reply sepatah sepatah weh

cuak saya''

''mmg sakitkan hati saya

sangat

terima kasih ''

''-__-;''

''terima kasih kepada anda''

''menyebabkan kesakitan hati ?''

''ermm
bukan

xpe ah
taleh ah..''

''its because u are still hoping for something muaz''

''you kena stop hoping for it, baru this will work''

''mungkin sekarang nampak payah, i know, tapi as time goes by insyallah it gets easier for you''

''okayyy, come on, jgn la hilang semangat''


''oh''

I CAN WITHSTAND WITH IT

ALL THE MEMORIES HAD DISAPPEAR JUST LIKE A WIND

IT GONE JUST LIKE THAT

mood : very pathetic indeed :((